Inspiration comes at all hours

 I recently have had many conversations with girls that ask the following questions,

"How long do i have to wait for a man to pursue me?"
"I am a great girl, attractive & not crazy, why am i still single?"

"I have a great relationship with God, isn't this the part where he sends a man into my life?"

To the men who are asking, "Do these conversations really take place?" yes, they do.

See women these days are told to be independant, to succeed and take over the work place.

When we are given that power, or excuse me, take that control we apply it in other areas of our lives.

So naturally we want to seize our relationships & take control instead of letting it happen which causes us to ask these questions.

I just watched "How to lose a guy in 10 days"

Bad idea.

I asked myself at the end, why am i not being pursued?

Am i not worthy of that?

What are my flaws that some man could not look past.

& then God smacked me in the face.

I am being pursued by the CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE!

Not some guy.

Not a boy trying to become a man.

The Alpha and the Omega, the beginning & the end is pursuing me & is desperately, madly, abusively in love with ME!

The girl who gets irrational, who can't hold her tongue, who struggles with jealously & gossip.

HE knows the desires of my heart.

He knows i love sunsets, & sunrises, & deep conversations with people.

He knows i love to be romanced & sought after.

HE KNOWS BECAUSE HE'S MY LOVER.

Whoa.

I can not believe that i am STILL having to learn this lesson.

It's a good thing he's patient with me.

After all, i am his bride & so are you (yes, even you men).

Song of Solomon 4:9-10

 You have captivated my heart, my sister, my bride;
you have captivated my heart with one glance of your eyes,
with one jewel of your necklace.
  How beautiful is your love, my sister, my bride!
How much better is your love than wine,
and the fragrance of your oils than any spice!